this week sure flew by fast and i cant wait for tonight to be over.
i'm going to bed right after i drink my cup of marigold fresh milk so, goodnight!

lets stop. think. catch our breaths
time is running too fast, its too hard to catch too tiring to chase. lets give ourselves time close our eyes and let the wind run through our hair, lay down in a field of dandelions and clear our hearts maybe make a wish or two dream of flying unicorns, rainbows, prince charming and everything nice
its time to stop and let go, we've been too hard on ourselves

time now, 11.50pm
its 10mins more to another hour, 10mins more to another day. 10mins less for the time left to sleep and 10mins less the time in my life that i spent typing this. time flies so fast, the end of year exams are already coming and i havent really touched on a single subject yet, let alone a chapter. i have been trying to concentrate in class but at times i give up and let myself get distracted by the things going on in class or fall asleep, i hate this. i feel that im not ready to sit for the major exam next year, im afraid that i wont be able to discipline myself to study early and im scared i wont be able to take the stress. but yet again, i think of all the things that'll happen after i graduate from high school and go on to a whole new atmosphere, a whole lot of stuff ive yet to learn, a whole new circle of people ive yet to know and i get excited. and after that i think about the time when i finally grow up, pass my driver's license, get a job that i love doing, meet the love of my life, get married, buy my dream house, go on a honeymoon and have lovely kids :) thinking of these makes me psyched and all ready to take on any challenges in life, but i think back and i still have a long way to go! so yes back to the point, i should really start studying. but right now, its time for me to sleep! im going to count sheeps and dream of happy things tonight, so goodnight :)