at the end of the day, you are the only one who can control your emotions, thoughts and feelings. when youre facing a difficult situation, tell yourself you can get through it and move on. as you do so, the situation begins to get smaller, you get stronger and when that same situation comes hitting you right back, it becomes easier to overcome.

its not easy but im learning and trying as well, so just keep in mind that youre not alone.
:)

things change too quickly time flies too fast troubles hit you all at once hard times never come to past good times never seem to last times like these are so tough

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLIN!
i hope you enjoyed yourself with the surprise plus the cake today, and
though i know that you probably wont get to see this post, but i just
want to say that i love you! ever since you came into the Soh family,
yes i admit that it was hard for me to accept you at first but slowly,
things got better. i learnt to love more and though at times i may throw
my temper at you, please know that i didnt mean it and that im still
trying to be a better jiejie everyday, and im sorry for everything
i did to make you sad or hurt okay? i promise to be a better
sister! youre part of the Soh family now and im looking forward
to doing all the sibling stuff together with you. i cant wait for
universal studios tmr, i promise you we'll have a great time!
i love you dear meimei and once again, happy birthday!
sistersoh, rock and rollllll ♥

disheartened

once again i tell myself, tomorrow will be a better day
its time to stop thinking and shut my mind
goodnight

hi, living a day without a phone wasnt that bad after all...
but im glad i got my new simcard and a lao ya pokaye nokia phone
already yay i hope daddysoh decides to get me a new phone soon
or maybe i have to wait for my contract to end which will be next year..
gah whatever the sucky thing is that all my contacts are gone grrrr..
i feel so tired i was supposed to research on my history work but i got
distracted and decided to delay time and right now i am delaying more
time. the time now is 11:53 why does my brain feel so clogged up
i cant think straight, everything seems to be fluttering in my head
i wish i could lay on a field full of dandelions with nothing on my
mind and just dream of sweet little nothings..

back to work, bye

so precious, so close to my heart

i dont like it when youre like that. i dont like it when you turn yourself against the world, and just shut down your whole circle of connection. dont you know that youre never alone, that you still have us, welcoming you with open arms when you feel rejected, or when you just need a helping hand to be there for you, or a shoulder for you to lean on. my dear, you are beautiful just the way you are. we love you very much and i really want you to know that.
love, your bff.

this week has been packed with dance performances, and boy am i glad that its all over. ndp performance in school was so fun, nomore tiring dance practices from 4-7 but yes i'll definitely miss all the crazy and silly times! it was so encouraging to see my dear friends there to support during the countdown on sunday, though we looked like fools in our banana costumes seeing them there made it all better! i had 14hrs of sleep today, i slept at 2am last night aft seeing the fireworks at the teletubbies hill aft the countdown which was rly pretty! i woke up at 4pm and it felt so weird. okay anyways, happy birthday singapore! i loved seeing the fireworks ytd and today from ivan's house, they were magnanimous! :) tomorrow's a holiday and i hope i wont waste the day away, right now i should really get some rest! i hope i dont wake up so late agn like ytd hehe goodnight people!

hello august! you sure did fly by fast.

please be filled with lots of sugar, spice and everything nice! :)

i need you to be real good, july has been tough enough.

i love it when the whole house turns upside

down by the screams and laughter of the 3 sistersohs.

all we're missing is brothersoh who is all the way in

europe! cant wait for you to come back,

home is not the same without you ♥