time check: 11pm
its past my bedtime and im still not asleep!
bedtime plan failed once again grrrr
maybe i should wait for another 11mins
to make a wish HAHA just kidding, goodnight

ive learnt to discipline myself to go to bed early
sick of trying my best to stay awake during lessons and
seeing those sacks of sand under my eyes grow bigger and
bigger each day. the ndp dance practices are so tiring...
everyday from 4pm - 7pm is just too much but oh well.
alright its time for me to sleep, time now is 10:14pm yay!
goodnight everybodeh, sweet dreams :)

school is boring, its always the same old routine over and over again. tmr's tuesday, which means long(er) and dreadful hours of school time.
i hate the new timetable

what now?
GAH

You are after all, what you think.
Your emotions are slaves to your thoughts,
and you are the slave to your emotions.
-Elizabeth Gilbert

every little girl needs her daddy
to be on her side
to be there to hug, to love and to smile
youre still here but your heart is far from mine
tell me what i did this time
your words cut like knives
and shoot like guns
every little girl needs her daddy
but where is mine

"don't live by emotions
hard, yes
impossible, no
resolve
determination
NEVER degrade yourself
don't let it get to you
BE HAPPY"

daily reminder,
thank you xoxo ♥

i hate the fact that in this world we're living in we're
so affected by the way people think about us, in every
small or big thing that we do. like if we get a new haircut we
get all tensed up and frightened by what people will
think or say when we go to school the next day.
i really wonder if all this is ever going to stop, its
getting really tiring and i wish i could break from all
this and just have a little confidence in myself,
even if it lasts just for a little while.

i think im too dependant on people
im still learning, still trying to be independant
so just give me time to work things out, i'll
get there in time to come

i hate myself so much

why dont you go ahead and like this